Wednesday, December 31, 2008 . 11:38 PM
Hey!
Just watched finished this Jap Movie
It's "Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea"!
Sweet and Cute!
LOL!
I rate it 4 star.
This movie is actually not as gd as "Spirited Away" and "Howl's Moving Castle"
But its still nice
Can say that this movie is very cute.
LOL!
Most Suitable for children to watch. :D
Sosuke, a 5 year old boy who found the mermaid and eventualy named her as 'Ponyo'
Ponyo was just 5 years old.
Ponyo was just 5 years old.
LOL!
So young =D
Yea.
Tmr is Year 2009 le.
I think is just few minutes away to Year 2009
Not very excited bout nxt year.
But just to keep telling myself 'there's no time for me left.'
This blog is going to be half-dead
I guess...
Well...
Nth much to talk now
and I'm tired now
End Here~
So together, but so broken up inside...
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 . 9:31 PM
Back to Bloggin!Well...
Today afternn actually wanted to buy my new specs
But my friend today not free
So postponed to tmr
Hope tmr can go buy my new specs
Cos I've always been waiting for this day to come
Although it havent happen yet...
But I know its getting nearer evryday
Thinking about how my new and perfect specs is going to be
Maybe things may not even turn out the way I want it to be...
Heard my sis is baking cookies this aftrnn
So I went to help her out
We baked custard cookies
Cos of too much custard powder which is going to expire soon
I think it expires till the end of this DEC..which she kept the whole tin of custard powder in the cupboard for so long!
Hehe... the cookies we baked! Looks.... err.. not very nice, but still edible and nice (:
Btw... the chocolate rice that my sister added were already overdued!
LOL right?!
These are the unsuccessful ones...or can say the CHAO DA ones
LOL!
Both pics above are not so obvious... their colour looks about the same
Maybe my Camera TOO GOOD le!!
shoot photos oso cant really obviously differentiate out their differences
LOL!
Recently, I felt I had nothing to do at home
NOR in the computer...
I have a lot of online dramas that I want to watch!!
But I restrict myself frm doing that
Cos sch is reopening soon
And I've also decided not to online for the nxt 2 years
Just hoping for time to just pass by and wait patiently for sch to reopen
Cos once sch reopens
I know I've got a lot of things to do
And I wont be bored anymore (:
Anyway, I just had a dream today, midnight
LOL!
I dreamt of Aaron and Wan Ting and most of all is Ms Rashida
I dun really like Ms Rashida
Although she teach very good
Her standard is too high and she was like, keep asking for perfection
I don't like her and sometimes I cant even catch up with what she was talking bout during her lessons
becos she was too fast for me =="
I was happy that she didnt teach us Social studies :D
Anyway, back to topic...
ok.. I dreamt that Ms Rashida punished me, Aaron and Wan Ting
I forget what we did wrong, but she just punished us by telling us to run around the field and let "her men" to beat us. LOL
My dreams are always very illogical.
So Aaron was the first to be punished, he ran like mad
Wan Ting was there cheering for him! LOL
and after his punishment...
Can see his whole body was sweating.
After that the most incredible thing was that I actually saw him crying!! 
With his eyes soo red and he was trying to hide himself
I dunno why I was a happy to see him cry
LOL! I'm so evil!
I dunno why I was a happy to see him cry
LOL! I'm so evil!
Then Lai Feng and Zhi Le went to console him
the rest I cant really remember
I always tend to remember the crucial and unbelievable part of my dream 
I love my "dream" the most...
Cos I'll always dream of different things everyday...
Dreaming bout strange things happening, myself searching for something.
I can even dream about ppl which I've never even seen before in my life!
I also do have nightmares, but rarely have
I rmb one is that I dreamt of my mum dying
And I cried so badly that when I woke up, I actually found myself crying on bed
I think I've cried on bed for 2 or 3 times??
I think my post quite long alrdy ba?
LOL!
End here then~
So together, but so broken up inside...
Friday, December 26, 2008 . 9:28 PM
LOL!I have been updating my blog daily!
So rare!
Well..
I finally get to download Iryu Original Soundtrack(OST) from Sendspace
I like their soundtracks
NICE to me :)
This show is quite similar to the Korean show called 'New Heart'
In Chinese is called '赤子之心'.
I didnt watch New Heart
Maybe I don't wanna watch it, cos maybe the overall show isn't that nice as Iryu o.o??
Well..
I guess it's time for me to control myself.
Must restrict myself from a lot things.
Since I chose not to online for 2 years
Hope time flies fast
So that I can quickly end my O level exams :D So together, but so broken up inside...
Thursday, December 25, 2008 . 11:32 PM
HEYHEY!Holidays are going to be over soon!
Well..
Today went to my relative's hse to celebrate christmas
Over there was SUPA boring!!!
Felt like sleeping there..
Regretted why I didn't brought my MP3 along with me
If not I can listen to my fav songs to kill time! :D
Hmm..
the days for me to online isn't much too!
I plan to offline for 2 years.
WHAT!?!
Shinjirarenai? (Unbelievable??)
Which means I chose to online again AFTER my O levels.
But for sure u will see me online again in this coming 2 years.
Cos I surely would have some projects or research to do.
So..maybe I will try to update this blog :D
But nvm..
Whenever I feel angry or troubled.
I will write on a piece on paper before I post it on my blog if I have the chance to come online again :)
Don't worry..
I'll remember to write the Time and the Date of the day :P
Actually I feel that I'm a very anti-social person
A lot of my guy friends told me I'm very quiet..and I nid to be more open
I know this very clearly...and I know myself very well
But I just couldn't!!
I don't like to make new friends unless I'm interested to know that person...
I can make new friends..
Just that I don't know how to...I don't know what topics to say
Even to my CO frens...Sometimes I felt so far apart from them..
Cos I really can't think of any topics to share with them =="
I really don't like to share things with ppl that I'm not VERY familiar with.
Cos to others, friends they had just made not long ago may seemed to be counted as their friends
But to me... in my heart is NO
they are just still strangers to me...cos I still don't know the REAL them
Maybe being an anti-social person isn't that bad too??
Well..I don't know either
I'm like that...unless I'm really interested to know u
Then I will naturally start action.
Ppl who are invited to this blog
the ones that I'm not VERY familiar with is Ain.
Although I know she is a good person :)
To me, she is average, meaning she is not a stranger and not really my best friend
But all I know about her is that she is a good person
Like a Ms Sunshine
Always brings happiness around her surroundings :D
Getting tired now...
Feel like sleeping
I'm sleeping late recently
Like around 11.30pm to 12.30 midnight
Not very gd..
OK then.. I'll end here
Nitez :) So together, but so broken up inside...
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 . 8:47 PM
Hey!Today went to Suntec to celebrate Christmas.
Some sort of Church service event, u can say.
It's held at The Rock Auditorium.
Went there to watch their performances
They sang lots of songs which were very nice
Then listened to their teachings..blah...blah...
EVERYTHING is about Jesus!! =="
Everyone there were listening to the person talking on stage
While I was sitting there going to fall asleep... LOL!
There was this part which I hated the most was their worship to God.
I feel that the man on stage was like FORCING us non christian ppl to PRAY!?
I remembered he was pointing to some groups of ppl at the other side of the auditorium..
Saying " THE 2 GROUPS OVER THERE( I think they didn't pray or put their heads down or smth ?)LATER STAY BEHIND,COS I HAVE SMTH TO TALK TO U ABOUT..
And he also said "I WANT EVERYONE'S HEAD TO BE DOWN! COS IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA PRAY FOR ME, THEN I'M NOT GONNA PRAY FOR YOU!
I was thinking "HAR!?!? Why like that one? I'm not a christian, why MUST I pray?! Can i choose not to!?!?"
And during their teaching..
I think I heard him saying "religion suck"... or maybe I heard wrongly?
When I heard that
I was thinking "What the hell!?.. other religion offended u or wad? If not why u like against on other religion so much??"
And I was like sitting there so unbelievable (rolling eyes).
I was sitting there thinking "Hey! Come on la! Jesus is just the messenger of God. The "God " that u were all talking about is also the same God that I believe. It's not necessary for me to become a christian in order to go back to heaven!! ==" "
After everything was over.
I felt like attending this event was just wasting my time!
I rather stayed at hme to study than travelling so far to attend this event.
This church also gave me a very bad impression.
Which made me feel "I don't like their beliefs... I just don't like it"
It makes me feel like "its not right" that kind of thing.
Just some information that the Church name is called "Hope Church Singapore"
and I DON'T LIKE IT!
One of my christian friend all said that being in crashed by religion prob is very SAD!!
I was like "Har!? Why sad??"
And I've also heard the MC said like "its very sad to be in other religion" something like that which I get what he was trying to say,but he didn't actually said that la! =="
I don't know...but I just felt that the christians feel that we ppl from other religion is like very PATHETIC!
I don't like this feeling :(
Well..
Non christian went to Church always happen ONE SAME THING..
Which is the ppl there will ask u "so u want to become a christian??" or something else
I was like " Oh pls la! I've said don't want a lot of times...and have also rejected u a lot of times.Can u stop asking me to become one??"
Ok. Fast forward and I reached home.
Mum just brought hame marcaroni and fried rice together with the mushroom soup!
The mushroom soup was sooo NICE! OMG!
Like the pizza hut's chicken soup!
Well..
Actually I'm not supposed to eat meat anymore
Since I'm trying to become a vegetarian.
But when that day I went into Malaysia.
My Grandpa and my uncles and aunts all eat meat.
I had no choice but break the rules! Haiz..
But I only eat the vege with garlics
Not the MEAT!
And drank chicken or fish soup. :X
OKOK! I'll end here then :) So together, but so broken up inside...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 . 8:47 PM
Hehe..Just came back from Malaysia today!!
Went shopping yesterday..
But sadly, just bought 2 items only :(
I wanted to buy the shoes and the clothes there..
I just found out that the shoes there are so nice and CHEAP!~
LOL!
I think I only spent for bout $26 or $27 for these 2 items..
What a cute shirt!! Kawaii desu ne!~
Hehe..
This is gonna be my new school bag next year.
LOL!
I always wanted to buy a new school bag for myself
Saw this bag at a shop..
Very nice and white, which I like it
So I bought it for around $19.
My mum said it was expensive.
To me was quite ok.
What I regret was that I actually forgot to BARGAIN!
Haiz..
If I 've bargain it..
It would be much more cheaper and worth it..
Cos this bag is kinda small and its a "FAKE" =="
I went to my Grandpa's hse(in Malaysia) to stay there for 2 Days 1 night.
I went to my Grandpa's hse(in Malaysia) to stay there for 2 Days 1 night.
Before I went into Malaysia that night..
I went to my Grandma's hse to sleep for 1 night.
That night I didn't slept well becos I and my cousin shared 1 single bed..
It was like very squeezy..
And I can't really sleep well that night.
Yesterday night slept at my grandpa's hse..
I can't sleep well either..
I don't know why..
Maybe its bout my another cousin(guy),who he is the same age as me
Maybe its bout my another cousin(guy),who he is the same age as me
We slept together in the same room(not same bed!!)
With my grandparents too.
My cousin had a crush on me,which is very long ago.
Which I also don't even know whether he still likes me now or not.
I think I'm just afraid that he will come and MOLEST me in the middle of the night
or even RAPE?!
LOL..
Guess I think too much..
And I always woke up from my sleep.
Well..
Well..
I guess i'm getting busy lately
Becos after I came back from Malaysia
I had to attend a Church party tomorrow at Suntec with my CO friends.
Which I also hear from her tha Jia En and Bryan also got attend that church!
Hope I won't get to see them tomorrow.
Especially Jia En.
Then Thursday I need to attend my relative's christmas party.
Then Thursday I need to attend my relative's christmas party.
Friday have tuition with my tutee.
Saturday went to celebrate Christmas BBQ again with my religious class frens and ppl.
Sunday maybe going out with Fang Tian to buy my new specs!!!
Whahahaha!
then Next Monday again tuition with my tutee
Tuesday I'm off! :D
Stop here now. :)
So together, but so broken up inside...
Sunday, December 21, 2008 . 4:12 PM
Yupzz!!Tomorrow going to Malaysia le!!
Hehe..
I'm going there for 2 days to...
SHOPPING!!!
LOL!
Okok..
School is really going to reopen alrdy..
2 more weeks to school reopens..
I guess??
Time really flies fast..
So fast 2 months holiday is going to be over soon.
Next year I dont think I'm going to be online..
So that also means that this blog will be DEAD??
Well..
I need to prepare for my "NO TIME" plan next year..
Btw..
I plan to participate in the SYF competition..
Hope I would get selected
If not all my effort of practicing my instrument will all be all gone!
LOL!
Next year sure will be a challenge to me :) So together, but so broken up inside...
Saturday, December 20, 2008 . 5:28 PM
Finally!I can change the display pic that is at the end of every post!
See this photo!
Yea.. THIS!
It took me soo long to upload and get the right link of the right size of this photo..
This is a photo of Allen Walker when he was young :D
Well..
Yesterday went for the BBQ
Was quite ok la
Not really very fun
Somemore there was dark and cold
I cant believe that we actually reached home at 12.30am!!
Which was alrdy the next day
LOL!
This coming Monday and Tuesday going to Malaysia Shopping!
LOL!
Actually Malaysia got nth to shop
But since my cousin going
Well.. i'll just go lor :)
But I'll be missing one CO practice :(
LOL..
I dunno why I love CO so much
Especially when everyone gather together
And we played the song together
The feeling was so Great!
Btw..
Added new song to this blog
"Aesthetic" from the drama "Iryu Team Medical Dragon" :)
Song Lyrics has also been provided :)
This song is like very touching
Cos it will remind me of some parts of the drama which is so sad and touching..
Listen alrdy will feel like crying
Holidays are so fast
That's why I've nver treat them as "my holidays"
School is going to reopen soon.
Cant wait to see who my new classmates are going to be :D
But nxt year will be a "NO TIME" year for me :(
And wont update this blog so often
Cos I will not online alrdy..
I think..
Now I have to think of more games for my K2 Malay tutee
He doesnt likes to study
And I have to prepare a lot of things for him before every lesson
Just feel that he's just so hard to teach..
Since he has no interest in Chinese :
Nevermind..
I'll ask some advice frm my sis :) So together, but so broken up inside...
Friday, December 19, 2008 . 4:08 PM
Hehe..
Just watched finished Iryu Team Medical Dragon Season 2!
It was really nice and great!
Just choing finish..
sacrificing some hours of my sleep. :)
How I wish there would be another season 3!!
I heard frm the ppl who watched this show commented on crunchyroll..
Said that there will be a Season 3 in year 2009
Dun even know whether its true
cos I went to wiki and check
They nver say anything
Just briefly explain the story.
If there is really a Season 3 coming
I'll be sure the first one to go crazy bout it!!
LOL!
Tada!
This is the genius doctor :D
Name is Asada Ryutaro.
I liked him a lot..
and envy him a lot.
He taught me a lot in this show :)
I idolise and admire him a lot
LOL!
After watching this show
He eventually become my idol!
He motivates me lots..
Must thank him and the directors of the show.
I recommend many ppl to watch this show
Although in the beginning u watch might be disgusting and horrible
But once u get used to the operation scenes..
It'll be a GREAT show :)
Finally watched finish this show
I can finally seldom online :)
These few days I've been onlining jus to choing finish all the episodes
Finally finish it
Was both happy and sad..
Btw..
i've earned enough $$ to buy a new specs for myself
LOL!
Later I still need to go BBQ at East Coast Park with my friends..
Stop till here :P
So together, but so broken up inside...
Thursday, December 18, 2008 . 11:07 PM
Yay!..
Today went to watch the Movie Sneaks..
"TWILIGHT!"
WHAHAHAHA..
LOL!
I went to watch with my friends and cousins..
The movie was soooooo nice!
I love it!
Then I saw my cousin have the coupon that can redeem a twilight cup..
I was like.. oh..
Today went to watch the Movie Sneaks..
"TWILIGHT!"
WHAHAHAHA..
LOL!
I went to watch with my friends and cousins..
The movie was soooooo nice!
I love it!
Then I saw my cousin have the coupon that can redeem a twilight cup..
I was like.. oh..
She got the coupon frm the LRT machine
Only available at CCK LRT only..
Ok..then we redeem lor..
Nid to present 2 movie tickets of twilight then can redeem the cup :)
Actually, I'm not really very crazy bout the movie..
Hee... wow! it's a box.. :D
Ok..then we redeem lor..
Nid to present 2 movie tickets of twilight then can redeem the cup :)
Actually, I'm not really very crazy bout the movie..
Hee... wow! it's a box.. :D
Open it?
OOHhhh...it's a cup! :D
OOHhhh...it's a cup! :D
WAIT! What did u see?
TWILIGHT!!!!! :P
So together, but so broken up inside...
TWILIGHT!!!!! :P
The cup is soo nice..
I like the design..
So SIMPLE N NICE :)
And it's like sooo cool!
Actually I went to redeem the cup again..
After my cousin redeemed one..
I went to the Lrt to take the receipt and then went to the cinema again..
Myself..alone..cos my sis they all want to go NTUC to buy some stuffs..
I appraoched the theatre office staff to redeem
Then the lady staff said cannot..
I was like.. "WHAT!?"
"what the hell man! Why cant I redeem the cup"
She said I just now redeem the cup with my fren le..
So cannot redeem again anymore..
She said we jus now redeem the cup alrdy..so cannot redeem it again..
I tried to explain to her..
And I also dont get wat she was trying to tell me..
It was like some kind of miscommunication between us..
After tat got another staff..
Saw what was going on here..
And didnt care much and tell the Lady to let me redeem the cup.. :D
THEN I realised tat actually I and the lady were like arguing over a cup..
I was like.."eh..?why must we argue over each other for just one cup?"
I was standing there thinking and thinking.
After taking the cup..
Said thanks to the man and left immediately..
After that I was feeling like kind of guilty or smth..
I dunno why la..
But kind of feeling very depressed.. =="
And I always have the habit of remembering the past..
And the unhappy situation will always float in my mind.
Very uncomfortable..but I tried to convince myself not to think bout it..
Cos the more I think..
the more depress I am..
Hmm.. gtg watch my drama
HEHE...
Sayonara! :D
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 . 10:50 PM
Yay!..
Finally watch finished this Jap drama..
It is called "Iryu Team Medical Dragon"..
Still got season 2 havent watch yet..
This show is damn NICE..
It's bout medical stuffs and all that..
it's a very nice show..
Watching season 2 tml..
Can't wait to watch...
This show also taught me and motivate me a lot..
I really like it.
Just now taught my mum how speak english..
tat was really hard..
She needs to learn the basics first..
That what i've been teaching her..
I've just realised Habbo japan..
I could see their Hiragana words!
Last time I play Japan habbo..
I could not see what they are typin..
Cos the words are like in funny codes..
Then don't even know what they are typing..
Now can see alrdy..
Haha..
This time..
I'm gonna study real hard...
I wanna overtake many ppl..
the more I think of it..
I felt like overtaking Aaron..
Sch going to reopen soon..
Have to hurry up and study..
This time won't be the same anymore..
I WANT TO CHANGE HISTORY..
I want to change the impossible to possible..
I want to study hard..
Change everything upside down..
From the impossible to totally possible.. So together, but so broken up inside...
Friday, December 12, 2008 . 10:53 PM
Yay!Sooo many gd news to announce!
OK!
Firstly, My C drive, I got 2.18GB!
Which before it only has the least 4 plus MB only!
Which is not very gd la..
But thanks to Kah Eng who taught me soo many things..
And I free a lot of space in my C drive :)
Secondly, I've just completed the whole More Than Words 3 today!
Finally done finished..
That book wasnt that good..
I guess..
Finally completed the whole book..
I felt so happy...
It's like...
It's been so long since I had this kind of feeling again..
The feeling is so full of satisfaction and happiness..
So many things happened...
And I've also hesitated and decided..
Decide not to online for 2 years..
Decide to purse my own dreams..
Decide to overtake many ppl and prove to them STUPID PPL CAN ASLO TURN INTO CLEVER PPL
I want to prove them all WRONG
I want to get back my own satisfaction, the feeling of happiness again..
Not that kind of feeling when I've just received my PSLE result...
Which I didn't expect the results to be so low!
I want to get back my O levels with a very happy face..
I want to let evryone know that stupid ppl are can be very clever..
I want to change history..
And NEVER let it repeat itself again... So together, but so broken up inside...
Thursday, December 11, 2008 . 10:57 PM
Hey...I havent intro my new blog here..
It's PRIVATE!
And its only for ppl WHOM I TRUST to see..
It's special cos I'm going to post my TRUE feelings here..
Whenever I felt anything or feel anything..
I'll post it truly here...
It's jus like my own personal Diary..
Don't feel offended if I said anything wrong here..
I might even also say bad bout u ppl RIGHT HERE..
I might say some negative thoughts here...
But its just some temporary thoughts here..
So enjoy this privilege and read! :D So together, but so broken up inside...
