Saturday, January 31, 2009 . 5:15 PM

Haha...
Today was a happy day!
Actually, to me, today was nth special
Although today was my birthday
I totally forgotten that it was my birthday when I woke up in the morning
Till I saw my fren's sms
Then I remembered today was my birthday

Actually today was supposed to go to KBOX with my friends
In the end, we decided to postponed it to this coming Tuesday
Cos today a lot of ppl cannot make it
Since Tuesday, there is no school
Then we'll just go KBOX :)
On this coming Tue, only our school having a 1-Day holiday
Haha..
Cos of the good results that our seniors acheived for their O & N level
Then the BEST principal decided to have a 1-Day holiday for the whole school!
YAY!

Yea..
Today was happy becos received extra Ang Bao from my tutee's mother

Plus..

Received a sort of handphone pouch from my most admirable and envious cousin, Bao Ling and my bro
I like the pouch..NICE

And also yesterday..
My sis gave me this book






So touched...
I like this book a lot when I browse through it

Birthdays dont have to celebrate till so grand
This year, and today
My mum didnt bought any cakes for me
My sis too...
Cos she went for a 2-Day class
I think its in Malaysia
This year, I rather feel that my birthday isnt important anymore
I feel like it is like a normal day to me
Except will received lots of msgs from my frens

Now doing my Art hmework again...
Haiz..
Got to do some research AGAIN
Not enough DATA

Btw..
yesterday saw Aaron's REAL true face
That was really scary
Can feel his evil aura coming out from him
When he was not happy bout Ain.
Anyway.. I dont care much la..

End Here :D

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Today went to see teacher
For my Art work...
These are ideas for the 3 themes that I select

Relaxing:


For this 'Relaxing' idea, Mr Tan does not approve
So also out...

Marine Life:

totally not accepted
So out (not using this anymore)..

Mask:


For Mask,
They say my idea was there
But the problem is that I dont know how to deliver it out =="
When I first let Mr Lim see this picture
He questioned me lot of things
And he questioned me till I dont know how to answer him
He asked , "Before marriage, what is the thing that they're trying to hide?"
My whole mouth was being shut by him >
After consulting him
I felt so lost
I dunno what to do nxt
My head is feeling so heavy
Then I head straight to my CCA
Cos I had CO after that
During practice, I still stressing and thinking deep bout Art
After CO, feel relaxed again :D

So together, but so broken up inside...

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 . 9:29 PM

Yea!
My happiest day...
Whahaha!
No ART HOMEWORK!
That's the good thing

After doing finish my Art homework
I feel so great!
I did 3 themes which was:
1)Marine Life
2)Relaxing
3)Mask

Time first work that i gave it to teacher was 'Relaxing'
He saw, and jus said that my idea was there
But just dont know how to present out.
Hehe...
2nd piece was 'Marine Life'
How I realised they think that my idea was totally illogical
I wanted to do this theme at the first place de lor...
Then they felt like it doesnt make sense to them
then too bad, gotta change my theme...

Showed them the 3rd piece, which the theme was 'Mask'
Their faces like suddenly lit up
cos they saw smth which they like and I also saw many ticks on their faces
Then this time, I think they are quite satisfied bout it.
I think overall, they like my 3rd piece best.
PHEW!~
I tot they might reject and say cannot.
Then I'll have to redo again

The feeling of passing this round is sooo wonderful
Haha!
But still havent discuss with teacher what to do next
So I'll just put my Art aside first :D

Looks Familiar right??
Yep...
My last year mid-year exam painting?
I dont think is counted as Mid-year exam ba
I think is teacher call us to paint for our CA1 ba...

So together, but so broken up inside...

Monday, January 26, 2009 . 9:00 PM

Back to blogging!

So together, but so broken up inside...

Saturday, January 24, 2009 . 11:30 PM

Today was kind of tired
no mood in doing housework
nor homework
But in the end I managed to finish my chinese homework :D
Reently like no time to blog
Cos got a lot of homework to do
Then no time to write my post

Btw...
my friend just bought me a new dress
which I like it a lot :D
But one thing I don't like bout the dress was that it's too red!~
I havent take a photo of it
Cos I havent iron it
And it doesnt looks so neat either
So wait till I iron it then I take a nice pic of it :)
will be updating the photos of my red dress and the paintings soon!
Haha...

I was reading this mail that my cousin sent it to me
It was bout horoscope thingy
And I believe in horscopes...
It's kinda long..
u can ignore it if i want :)

(I think it's only 90% accurate)

AQUARIUS WOMAN (ME)
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find suchperson, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to askyou out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her,so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction,but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has 'Faith' in the word 'Love'.

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type ifyou date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves 'Freedom' so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is 'Right', so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straightforward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say 'It's over' be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainlytake care and look after you, even look after you mean 'small loan'. Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a 'Working Woman' then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the 'Hurricane' is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of 'pay Back' time. Most people might think of her as 'One of a guy', but infact she is a 100% woman.She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

LEO MAN (like Marcus :D)
He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify facial _expression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness.
He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure person.
If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away. His words always seem normal but mostly imply 'order and demanding'.
He will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.
You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity.
He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. Heis a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side.
He likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.
Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainystorm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be back a cheery merry person again. He is a brightand witty guy, and he will notput any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy.
He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When he gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love.
He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well,except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other people especially if you do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes andmake this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.
You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with one.
Because he is very proud, he can change many girlfriends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them.
Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light.He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels 'in power'. He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that youasked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.When he is broke , he can find money still.
He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what helikes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has nomoney, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first class , first quality of everything.
He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him,you will win.
If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters becauseyour cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle or understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking upand making up.Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king.
Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet, you better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him,you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

VIRGO MAN (like Peter :D)
Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac.He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing theright and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself.He is the type who well adjusted to make changes.

He will spent money carefully and spent it worth while. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type ofguy who can drive 100 miles just totell you how much he misses you. If hedoes not care about you, he will not even spent a time to call you locally.Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question.

He hates rough and crude people. His woman has to be clean and dress well.He inspects any thing in details beside being a perfectionist, so you couldbe lying in your bikini with a perfect figure and he can suddenly comments you about your big feet. If you gain 2 pounds , he may comments you aregetting too fat. Before going out with this kind of guy, look at yourself head to toe in the mirror and ask yourself if you are really and entirely ready. Unless he dates a model, then he will have less comments.

He is neat and tidy, so his life always in a schedule, a fix time to lunch,the same time to go home. He is well knowledge about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strangeand exotic food for sure.

You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted with acting, so if he says he cannot go out with you because he is sick,then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy allthe times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazypeople. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him ,you will know he has his own charm.

He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love.He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness,ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket.

People may think he is selfish, because when he says 'No', he really means it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an insult.

He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, hewill also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time.

He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean,perfect and tidy. A real two 'P' , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.

LIBRA WOMAN (Like my sis :D)
Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean andpretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to lookyounger than her age.

She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man.Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you farbehind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She cannot decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent.

In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she can tell which party will win the election.

She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She cannot decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a goodside and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as her own feeling.

She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help oradvice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She canchange you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with yourprivacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for you.

She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strongwoman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looksand may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games.

If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubblehead. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure.Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow handor else you might get smack!

Interested??
I still have the rest of the horoscopes
Interested to know more, tell me in tagboard :)
will email it to u :D

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Thursday, 22nd January 2009, 9:27PM

I think this post will be different from other posts
Cos I think its going to be a negative one
and a long one too...

Aaron Lim Jing Kai, my sch classmate
Although last year I hated him becos of his proudness and haolian
And he always feels as if he is the most intelligent one among all ppl in the class
Always wanting to surpass Yu Feng, our class top student
but always fail :D
Always acting smart,but not very smart
Very hardworking, I admit
But he's very boastful...

Well this year didn't treat very coldly
Can say I befriend him rather than hating him
I dint bother to care much bout his attitude and his character
Who cares anyway?
Although very envious of him, but still dun really like his character
Although his knowledge isn't that little
but one thing i know for sure was that he dont know how to 做人.
I always believe this:
"Although I'm not as intelligent / not as clever as the others, but as long as I'm hardworking enough, I can surpass them one day :)"
I just have to work hard till the day comes or me
to return back to the olden days of myself
The intelligent and quick-witted me whom I used to be
How I miss my young old-self

Everytime I walk home frm school, I will listen to Mp3
Memories will start to flow through my mind
Mostly the negative ones
And today, while I was walking back home
I was thinking bout love relationships
Think bout what Peter told me:
"HE wants u to comfort him...
He wants u to start a new relationship with him...
Then isn't he's a JERK?!"
Peter told me to twist and think of the good side of this matter
But I can't
Not becos of I still like him or I still have feelings for him
It's becos I cannot forgive him
It's been so long I ever had this 'unforgiving feeling' again
I cant forgive what he has done
For being a FLIRT and stepping onto 2 boats at the same time
How naive I was! @_@

While thinking back, I've decide not to believein love relationships anymore
whatever boyfriend or girlfriend thingy
I don wanna care
They look jus soo temporary
And I dont need any guys to concern bout me
I dont need guys to be by my side
I dont any guy to spend their life with me
It doesnt mean that I cant survive without any boyfriends or any guys that I like!
I can be independent
I can be alone, just by myself..

Today, I've learnt lots of new things
While my mum was criticising me, while preparing for dinner
cos of not enough time to cook as it was going to be 7 pm soon!
Although got criticised by her and feeling very depressed and in a bad mood
but I still learnt smth in the end
After heard her scold all the way,
I went to the bathroom for shower
and cried...
Cried out becos of the hurting words she've said
I told myself never ever be like her in future
Cos she doesn even know how to teach her children properly
All she do was scold all the way
And seems like once she scolds, she will continue to scold till she's satisfied
Making herself ownself even angrier
and harming her own health
Nobody tell her to get angry then she got angry by herself

What's more...
After scolding what she've said
still can repeat her scoldings like a cycle non-stop!
Little bit of things oso want to get angry
She cant think of the positive side
Scorpios are always like that, bear grudges till they cant take it anymore then get depression
Stupid right??

So together, but so broken up inside...

Sunday, January 18, 2009 . 1:35 PM

................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CNY coming soon
I havent bought my CNY clothes yet
Don't even have the time to buy
And my homework still havent finish yet
Argghh !!
Think of Art, really made me feel stress
So many work to do
I havent even do my research yet
Not even drawing any single thing on the A4 drawing paper
Haiz...........
My main homework havent even finish yet
Got to keep this post short
Cos I still have a lot of other housework to do
Now going to do it soon...
OK, NOW ANNOUCING THAT THIS BLOG IS NOT GOING TO BE DEAD!
Cos I'll keep posting and updating I think everyday??
But when I post one post, it will be combine together with around 3-4 previous days of the post
Depending on the day when I come online and update my blog...

Change blog song..
Just a soundtrack frm the Korean Drama "Iljimae"
Going off now... :)

So together, but so broken up inside...

Friday, January 16, 2009 . 10:50 PM

Today had damn lots of homework to do!!
I haven't even get to touch my assessment books!!
Worse, Art homework
which I hate the most
Research and all that
Then must draw and colour or edit..
CRY T_T
How long can i get to touch my assessment books?!?!
I think I'll made this post short,cos it's gettin late now
Nid to slp soon -_- zZzzzZZZz

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15 January 2009, Thursday 10:00PM

Had a bad day today
I got lost during Chinese lesson
becos of Mrs Poh's conversation
that made me feel so lost during chinese lesson
cos of last minute change of classroom venue
and my friend Yu Feng, didn't wait for me
and she just left with the others
while I was talking to Mrs Poh
When I found out evryone was gone
I don't where to go...
I dont know where to head to
I searched all floors of the classroom...alone
Still no sign of my friends' familiar faces
The feeling was like "I'm being abandoned"
She didn't came back to look for me
Until 10-15 mins later, she found me
I was damn angry and sad...
Tears starts to form in my eyes rapidly
But I controlled my tears
I know it wasn't anything big though
Nothing to scared of, nth to be angry of, nth to cry of
I can still can find the classroom on my own
But that time, I dont know why I panicked
and I just felt like crying when she found me
I was mad at her, but in the end
I was back to normal and I forgave her
Just wish not to experience this kind of feeling again anymore!

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14 January 2009, Wednesday 9:00PM

Today's day was fine to me
I just realised I'm so hyper during English Lessons
Probably becos I like English and also my English teacher too!
Recently, I've realised my temper was getting worse
Just a litle bit of things and I get frustrated easily
What made me realised was that when I as teaching Marcus a maths question during Emaths lesson
I would get agitated easily and raise my voice loud bcos he didn't quite understand what I was trying to explain to him
When I saw his blur look
I was feeling like "I think I'm being too fierce to him. I shouldn't be like that!"
I felt like apologising to him, but I don't think I have the courage to say a "sorry" to him ><
When he finally understands what i was explaining, I still feel kinda guilty
I'm sorry! Gomen ne!

So together, but so broken up inside...

Sunday, January 11, 2009 . 2:54 PM

Another Boring Day, I guess...
Well, Recently I've been watching this Korean drama called "一支梅"
In english, is called "Iljimae"
It is shown on every Mon-Fri 10pm at Channel U



I'm not very addicted to this show
Just watched it half-half
Meaning: I only watch some little parts of the episodes
Cos I only watched it when my mother and brother is watching :D
This show is really nice
Maybe one day if I have the time, I'll surely watch it online :D

PLOT SUMMARY:

Iljimae is a mysterious, black-swathed thief who robs from corrupt government officials and gives to the poor. He steals not only material treasures but also people, be they wrongfully held prisoners or criminals hiding from judgment. At the scene of each robbery, he leaves a small painting of a branch of red plum blossoms called a "meh hwa". The citizens support Iljimae while the king and the nobility try to catch him and find his identity.
Gyum is the son of a virtuous nobleman who is a trustworthy supporter to the king and a central member of the secret organization, Hanowheh, of important nobles and the king as their leader. He moves away from the capital to live peacefully with his wife, daughter, and baby son in the country. Years later, he returns to the capital to meet with another member to discuss the state of matters. However, a mysterious rumor is spread that he is plotting to overthrow the king.

Those who watched this show,and wanted the OST
You can get it here : http://www.mediafire.com/?qig11ztifmy
It's in RAR version :D

So together, but so broken up inside...

Saturday, January 10, 2009 . 2:22 PM

I'm Back!!
Attended the 5-Day Course about Airline Services
Then we had Amazing Race in the Airport at Thursday
We had to travel to 3 Terminals
Ran in Airport like Mad Roosters!! (cos born in year Rooster)
LOL!
We went to Terminal 1 first



Take Picture with GST Refund... LOL!



Then the Logo 'Cathay Pacific'



Then with S.A.M Machine... LOL!



Say CHEEESE! to the ATM machines 0_O!



Guess what!? there's a person standing behind me whom I totally covered her!
LOL!



Yay! We're on the news!! =="



Departure Hall.. We're flying off!!



I've asked my bro how it look
the first reply he said was...
"Err... u look different"
Same thinking as me
When I first look at myself in the mirror
I was thinking " Is this ME?"
It actually look very different with the older specs that I'm wearing

OK...
Stop here.
Cos nth to write anymore :)

So together, but so broken up inside...

Thursday, January 8, 2009 . 5:37 PM

Went to terminal 1, 2, 3 today
Cos attended a course about Airline Services
Ran round the airport like mad
I almost cant breathe properly...
Damn tired and exhausted

After attending the course for 4 days
I was wondering if I wanted to become an air stewardess one day
Travelling to many countries alone
Becoming independent...
Saw pilots at Terminal 3
Look at the way they wore and all that
Look professional and prestigious
Highly respected!!!!!
How I wish my boyfriend was one of them!

I've jus collected my new specs today
Looks wierd when I wear it
Maybe I'm still not use to my new look...
I'll post more pics nxt post ;)

So together, but so broken up inside...

Sunday, January 4, 2009 . 10:47 PM

Saturday, 3rd January 2009 11.16pm

Yoz!
Since year 2008 had passed and year 2009 comes
I've never online again
LOL!

Ok...
This year, I really felt kind of different different than the previous year
Which is...
I felt very tired this year compared to the previous year
I don't know why I would get tired so easily

Today morning went to teach my tutee
I felt tired of teaching him
It's like, he doesn't want to learn chinese and he has no interest at all
just becos he is a Malay
Everytime I went there, I need to prepare sweet and games for him in order for him to be obedient and to listen to me

Oh...
Today I called the spectacle shop bcos I had already made my new specs
It's just that my specs had not arrive yet
I think I need to wait till Monday to collect
Sad...
Cos I wanted to show u guys my new specs :D
It is white and it's half-framed
It cost $98 and I thought "hey! actually it was not that expensive as I thought"
Cos my si went there to make her new specs which cost her $180-$190
I was like, "wah! So Expensive!!"
I've prepared $200 for my specs and I cant believe it actually just cost me $98
LOL!

Btw...
I heard that if dream every night is not very good
Cos this shows that I think too much in my daily life
It's better not to dream every night cos like that, I can rest more everyday
I'll end here then :D

So together, but so broken up inside...