Thursday, August 27, 2009 . 9:22 PM
Today was really tired!~Tmr having PE
Even tired!
Oh well, today was really surprisingDad volunteered to drive me to school
I was really surprised!
Went to school...
Blah...
OK. Fast forward....
My Chemistry!
Got 3rd in class!
LOLS!
I was really excited to know my results
When it was my name was being called
I was so nervous
till my hands went COLD
Felt like jumping out of joy
But I still kept cool
Pretending as if nth happen
but deep in my heart, I was soooOOOo happy
Hahaha!
Yesterday just killed some mosquito larvas
I was shocked to see larvas wriggling in the bowl of water that is being left in our room for days
Sis was freaking out when I showed her
Haha!
So was MUM!
Just stagnant water, so just splashed outside the corridor floor
I cant even believe my eyes
Usually there wont be any mosquito breeds whenever the bowl of water is left in my room
Yesterday was really shocking
Just nice too, yest had my chinese prelims paper
which also talks bout mosquito breeding grounds
Such a coincidence!
LOL!
Today whole day for me to study
Yet got no mood to study
Well, just finished prelims, take this day as a break :D
Tmr, Sat, Sun
Will be busy days!
Working non-stop
How I wish holidays would arrive earlier...
Monday, August 24, 2009 . 7:39 PM
Prelims O Levels Emaths POAI'M TURNING CRAZY OVER THESE!!!
CAN I CRY OUT NOW??
Is it the time for me to cry now??
Is it my turn to cry now??
Sad over POA results...
I'm calling for HELP!!
But no one seemed to hear me...
No one knows POA
except teacher
Recently didnt do her homework
Made her unhappy and disappointed
So didnt dare to ask her bout other topics that she had taught us before
Recently fell in love with EMaths
Feel like prac Emaths
I know I would score well if I had practice Emaths
But it seems that English and Chinese are stopping me from practicing
Cos they are the most important subjects this year
as I'm taking these 2 O lvl subjects this year
I need to focus more on these 2 subjects
and manage the rest as well
Facing these, makes me really tired
Evryday, feeling tired and wearing dry and painful eyes to school
Brain was forced to work extras
I know I had to control
But it seems like I'm out of control
Recently, have no appetite
Maybe having too much fatigue
Always trying and telling myself to stay calm
And I'm really desperate for TIME
I know my time management is the worse
Seeking for help and solutions at the moment
Many negative opinions in my head too
At first thought that I've relieved one burden
Never thought that actually it ended up remains the same
My head is heavy evryday
And I'm really desperate for time
Can I just spill evrything out in one go?
And not think about the many things that I've not done yet?
Yea.
I should explode out here.
And right now.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 . 8:34 PM
Sian.I knew I did badly for my Eng O level Orals!
Today got to know Chinese O level results
Got a B4 for it!
Heart broke into pieces
I knew I did badly for it
I was expecting at least a B3!
Unexpectedly got a B4 Merit!
Got to retake it again in November
SIAN ARH!!!!
Nvm, at least I get to experienced how O level exams is like
O level isn't what I expected to be that easy
Gotta JIA YOU!
GAMBATTE IMASU!
Sunday, August 9, 2009 . 6:34 PM
Online, online, onlineHAVE SOME SELF-CONTROL PLEASE!
Sick of myself keep procrastinating!
Self-discipline not strong enough
Time is running out soon
Now English O levels coming
Have to keep on mastering English slowly
These few days
Been thinking lots of things
"Should I drop POA?
Why am I so sleepy in class everyday?
Sh!t! No time to handle Art homework...
Blah Blah... "
Normal life though
But it seems that my sis was right
She told me that I'm addicted to looking at new fashion and trends
I dont really believe at first
But it seemed that it was really that way
Right now, at least under my control :D
Another thing is
Since when did I start to become a GOSSIPER?!
I hate myself when it comes to gossiping
My body will naturally start to do that
Many things seemed to be all out of control
My own schedule is also not up-to-date
Not planning ahead enough
Gossiping too much
Getting angry easily recently
What happened to me actually?
I dont know
I need to have SELF-CONTROL!
SELF-CONTROL!!!
Monday, 3 Aug 2009, 10:09pm
当你被人家误解或伤害的时候，心情一定会很生气吧？
但我们能去学习包容他人。
“包容”两个字，看起来很简单
容易念，但是很难做。
叫我原谅她？我真的无法原谅
原谅一个人，真的有那么困难吗？
Although thinking of her situation, standing in her shoes, it's not difficult to do that
But I just don't want to have anything to do with her anymore
Kowing that she's in this plight right now
I feel like helping her, I know I couldn't just leave her like that
But it seems that the past keep on making me reject her
Feeling frustrated and messy now
What I want is to help her, and also at the same time, having nothing to do with her
你叫我去包容她，我真的办不到
因为我真的不想再和他有任何关系
不是因为面子，她有病或见死不救
而是不想再和她有任何的关系
我忘记了我们之间以前发生了什么争执
但是，留下来的印象，是悲伤的
到现在一想起，还会不知不觉地感到心酸，在比下去就真的很想哭，因为很委屈！
要她变成我人生里的一分子，我真的做不到！
Monday, 20/7/2009, 7:06pm
Haiz, 今天还是败给了病魔。
Having fever today
Now fever has subsided
Still at 37.6 degrees
Kept on measuring my temp. for many times
Still 37.6 degrees!
I was doubting if my thermometer was working well...
Getting sick is the most waste of time thing!
Kept on sleeping and resting, but the fever still wouldnt go
Don't care anymore!
I'll just study abit and rest a bit there
Hope tmr I'll get well and be normal again!
Then my effort of getting one more day of mc won't be wasted!
Sunday, 19/7/2009, 7:23pm
*Hoof*
生病的感觉好辛苦喔！
Having cough now
How I hate cough
and it's been so long since I had cough again!
haha!
I can't fall now!
I can't fall tmr too!
I'm having tuition tmr aftrnn!
No way I'm falling down to bed!
I'll stand on with all my might!
撑住吧！卓云霜！
What kind of person am I?
I would like to know
A girl having combined characteristics extracted frm her frens, dramas and her admirers
Pathetic isn't it?
You ask me about my own personality?
Even I myself don't even know
I act the way that my admirers do everyday
Sometimes I act the way like my friends do
It seems that I've lost my own way of living
Being easily influenced by the ppl around me
That's who I am
Cos I'm too adaptable
But at least I'm still not the worst in the world So together, but so broken up inside...
Saturday, August 8, 2009 . 5:21 PM
sometimes i really felt tired in lifewhat are we competing for?
why compete over such boring things?
Sometimes I imagine myself
as no longer existing
I'm not a soul, nothing
Would it make a big diff?
Life principles
Evryone has to abide
That's how reality is
How real is life
That's really a "no life"
living in such society
I would rather not be involved
Just a random post
Ignore it. So together, but so broken up inside...
