Thursday, November 26, 2009 . 5:26 PM
虽然曾经和她是朋友，曾经和她是同学，也有曾经一起经历过快乐和伤心的时候，尤其是当我们生气的时候，但是回想起来，真的是有点可笑。当时不懂事的我们，幼稚的我们，单纯的我们，就是会做出这些好可爱的举止。
虽然说最后她让我留下深刻映像，而且是不好的映像。
当时的我，是多么的恨她，讨厌她，但是事实上，那都是已经过去的事了，再怎么生气也没用。只好以宽容的心来接受她，因为她始终曾经还是我的朋友。
见到她现在落在这样的情形，心里也觉得她很可怜，也开始同情她。
虽然过去她的确实做一些让我生气的事，但是看到她现在这个样子，也开始体谅她。
我们已经好几年没联络了，突然间打来我家，真的事让我感到很惊讶。
那时还觉得她很古怪，也有点意外她竟然还有我的电话号码。
突然知道她神经上受到了一点伤害，开始的我真的很害怕。
告诉姐，借却叫我是这接受她，还说要带她去佛堂。
那时候真的时大吃一惊，心里面还是有些恨她。
我想大概那时候，我还是带着彷徨的心灵，一直犹豫不决，到底要不要在接受她。
真的是经过不少时间和考虑。
我想现在是雨过晴天了，我竟然还能爽快地答应和她一起出门。
我想现在我应该又变了，觉得那时候的我，心胸怎么这么狭窄啊？
想法也真的很幼稚。
现在没事了，变得更懂事，能够举起双手再次迎接她为我的朋友。
好高兴喔，心里的障碍总算消失了！ So together, but so broken up inside...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 . 4:23 PM
Hehe..Watch this korean drama
Every time I watched a drama
I would learn many things frm it
But this one is diff
It really taught me lots of things
Love, Career, Life experiences, setbacks...
I'm addicted to it
Haha...
Dal ja's Spring
Nice show...
Suitable for matured people
And nice OST too
OST are cute ^^
It really pulls me away frm my dream
Encouraging enough...
Never give up, show must go on
Strategy!
The word 'strategy'
It's what I lack of
'Profession' is what I yearn for
Really motivating :D
Watching this show
Realized many things
I started asking myself
What is my goal of life?
The things that I want to do in life...
It's the friends and family that supports you
whom go through all those hardships with you
One person cant survive alone...
其实人生中，虽然会经历许多不少的挫折和挣扎，但是在这过程中，我们却会学到和领悟到许多东西，这就是人生。
That's what makes life interesting...
Although I'm watching this drama half-way
I'll try to finish it as soon as possible
Cos there are also too many assignments for me to complete
A meaningful drama I've watched so far
Yet not so popular
maybe becos of the casts of this show
End off here... FIGHTING!
竟然已经走到这个地步了，那我就应该尽情地享受吧！
策略！
So together, but so broken up inside...
Friday, November 13, 2009 . 10:49 PM
STRESS ARH!!
Dunno why I'm so stressed up
Cos of too much homework??
Haiz...
14 sets of Emaths worksheets
10 sets of POA worksheets
10 EWs to do...
Total 34 homework!!!
Crazy??
I think so too
I owe teacher too much homework le!!
Just now went to view Aaron's blog
The high and mighty he
Looking at who he is now
feeling so satisfied with himself
Envious...
That's what I'm feeling
I don't know recently why I felt my life is so sad
Sad + Pathetic
Is it so hard accomplish things in life?
Yea.
The will to move forward and nver give up half-way
that's what I'm lacking of
And I hate myself for procrastinating
Unable to finish important tasks
And then always ended up blaming myself
causing me to have my weird temper again
Haiz... headache >.<I went to see Abel's blog too
LOL!
I realize there's a BIG difference
Abel's Eng was way too much better than Aaron's!
Although I envy Aaron
But I hate to lose to him
Maybe I used to project Aaron as the Bad Guy
that even now, I don't wanna seek any help from him
I always think that once I sought help from him
Means I'm surrendering myself to him
I don't wanna be a weakling
And I HATE it!
SLAP SLAP SLAP!!! WAKE UP!
I have to think positively
I'm sure I'm able to complete all my homework and my other assignments
IF I didnt touch the computer at all
Not even a minute!
Yea.
That's right
Instead of envy, why not do it myself?
SELF-DISCIPLINE, CONSISTENCY, ANTI-PROCASTINATOR
That's what I need!!
Not planning to online anymore
Have to really focus on studies
I knew most of the people are planning to take this opportunity to study during the holidays in order to prepare for next year, including me
That's why I have to work even harder!
STUDY SMARTER!
Jia You!
아자 아자 화이팅! So together, but so broken up inside...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 . 7:27 PM
YEAH!!O levels finally OVER!!!
This is the FIRST time I've given all my best in an exam
Well... Now is up to the examiner to grade me
I'm not gonna re-take it again nxt year
NEVER will I going to take it!
I knew I've alrdy done my best in the paper
At least no regrets :D
Exhausted right after paper 2!
I'm tired
In order to relax ourselves
I and my friend went for a movie
TAH-DAH!
My Girlfriend is an agent
A Korean movie [with eng subs]
HILARIOUSLY ROMANTIC
TWO words to describe the movie
Haha!
A great movie to brighten up ur day :D
Next movie that I'm gonna watch is this!
Hehe...
2012!
Releasing in 2 more days!
12 NOV
The world's ENDING!!
Believe many ppl would want to watch this show
Anybody anticipating for this year??
Well...
I used to anticipate for this year
Cos of some reasons...
Hating Singapore's society...
After a show of action...
Happy Flight next!!!
A Japanese Movie
Released on 26 NOV!!
I've watched the trailer
There's my favourite actress, right there in the picture
See it!?
If you watched Hotaru no Hikari
You'll know her
Plus another actress from Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)
She's also in the movie!!
It's a comedian movie
LOVELY!! LOL!
Last but not least
NEW MOON!!!
Awwww...
Can't wait for it to release
It's so long long away
Few more weeks...
Still have to wait -.-
Well...
I think I'm just too crazy bout movies
Cos it's been more than half a month since I've watch a movie again
Haha!
Think I'm gonna get headaches tonight
Cos of fatigue
Last night didn't slept well
Cos of today's paper
Too tired, sleeping early tonight XD So together, but so broken up inside...
Well...After watching this show
I'm freezing icy cold even though I had my jacket on
We've been in the theater for 2 hours
and I think I'm too cold till I could even adapt to the numbness of my fingers and hands
Once we got out of the cinema
We were taking escalator down
I dont know why I had this thinking
Next time if I had a "boyfriend"
Just like this situation
When I got too cold
I dun think I would let him touch my hands
I think neither does he want to touch my cold hands
giving me warmth..
Anyway, it's impossible
He's DEAD
in my heart
HE's DEAD
Maybe planning to be single forever
Haha...
Sis also have the same thinking as me
LOL!
Although sometimes I wish if there's somebody there for me
to give me security
give me warmth
But rather than waiting for him to "appear"
Might as well I do it on my own
2012
2 more years
and everything changes
that's what the scientists predict
What more could I anticipate much?
Nothing.
I'll always live on till the day comes to an end... So together, but so broken up inside...
Sunday, November 8, 2009 . 8:11 AM
Chinese O levels coming in 2 more daysI must to clear chinese this year no matter what!
Wont be online even after all O levels
I think I'll online again when I'm doing my Lit project
So yea...
Need to concentrate le
This time I wont lose!
I'm betting everything to it
頑張って!
아자 아자 화이팅! So together, but so broken up inside...
Friday, November 6, 2009 . 4:04 PM
Am I doing things right?Is it the right choice that I've made?
Agreed to go out with him to a movie
Although I hasn't forgive him completely
He really sure is SICK
IRRITATING, DISGUSTING!
I just couldn't understand why I would agreed to his request at the first place!
Yea.
"I didnt know u trust me so much, that u would even told me ur secret"
WHAT A JERK!
LIAR! That's the label I gave him
I hate him kept on pestering me
I always wanted to ask him this:
"Why are u so interested about my life?
Why can't u stay away from me?
Do u know that u're so irritating that it makes me hate u to the core!?
What do u want now?!
Can we don't be friends anymore?"
A song extracted from Taylor Swift's lyrics could even explained what I'm really thinking:
'And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no'
*Sigh*
But I can't
It's just being too rude... too straight forward
I don't really know what kind of person am I
Got to know people who has unstable mentality
One was from him, who kept on pestering me
Asking me stupid questions out of the sudden
Asking me how am I doing, what's going on in my life...
Another one
Old pri school classmate
Once in a blue moon called me suddenly
Asking me out immediately to meet her
I had no choice but to only reject her
And I had to calm her down by explaining it to her nicely
I could understand her
Her having 'emotional disorders'
So many weird people came looking for me
I not even sure whether they are giving me surprising news or shocking news!
It frightens me all the time
I think I'll be scared to death by the time -.-
I dont think I could take it anymore!
WHATEVER!
Dump away all of these!
I dont want to even bother
Always me
'Avoiding is the best solution!!!'
But won't work...
I'm such a failure!
So together, but so broken up inside...
Thursday, November 5, 2009 . 6:07 PM
I finally understood that forgiving someone is not as really hard as I thought ofUntil I really experienced it
I am hoping that time would really flies fast
that it will be forward to the day that I finished my last O lvl paper!
Then I could start on with my plans and everything would go back to zero again!
Right now having extra lessons this
And have to get up early in the morning
Feeling tired everyday
I have not yet studied Chinese
And its just a few days later!
Once I've completed my Chinese O levels
I'm gonna give up completely
Not going to care bout it anymore
A B4 grade is fine for me =.=
Anyway,
nth to post le
I'll end here =] So together, but so broken up inside...
