Thursday, December 31, 2009 . 5:23 PM
This will be my last post here...Today is the last of 2009
Everyone would be excited to celebrate countdown 2010
Well, this also means that a new year is starting and also will be a new beginning
My new life will also start tonite
So many moments, happy and sad ones
Which accompanied through my whole year
Let the happy ones stay as memories
and the bad ones as experiences
Let the past be bygones, since it's already written in the past
Conflicts and arguments between friends and families
Let all those become a memory
Forgive and Forget
This year is ending tonite and another year is beginning tomorrow
A whole new year is starting,and so is my new life
Tomorrow will be a brand new day, a fresh start
I'm not gonna idle like I used to be
I'm not gonna stay put either
I'm gonna take actions
It's still not too late if u start to take action now :)
My last greetings to everyone
A Happy New Year!
Thanks to all of u!
I'll never forget the days we had together XD
I'm moving my blog~ ... ! XD
So together, but so broken up inside...
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 . 8:32 PM
School reopening soon...And a new beginning is starting...
Next year I wanna make it a different one
Much more different than this year's
Not going to online...
Maybe once a week to check up on the latest news and happenings in the net
I have to control myself
Next year will be a year of crisis
Had to buckle up myself
Never gonna slp late anymore
Never will procrastinate anymore
I will hang on...
No matter how I'm feeling
I want to ace in English
I know perseverance will lead me somewhere
Somewhere that could bring me back my smiles
아자 아자 화이팅! So together, but so broken up inside...
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 . 10:07 PM
Went to watch 2 movies today
Firstly, went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with my bunch of friends and their brothers and cousins
Then later on watched Avatar with my family
It's a nice movie
I highly recommend it
It's nice... I prefer Avatar than Alvin and the chipmunks 2
It's been so long ever since I've met Sheryl's cousin, Brian
He's a genius, u could say
He went to Australia for studies and came back to SG cos it's their holidays now
When I first met him, he was short and tanned
When I saw him just now, he really does change a lot
He looks much more taller than me, his skin is white and his hairstyle is changed
But he doesnt look like an Australian to me...
I mean the way he act doesnt have any influences frm Australia
LOL!
He looks Singaporean to me...!
Anyway, I dont really care much
Having cough again...
Argh... Hope I'm free frm illness again when school reopens
AND!
I need to work!!! I'm lacking of money in my piggy bank, spent too much money already
Gotta find a job to fill my Piggy's stomach
Haha XD
So together, but so broken up inside...
Sunday, December 27, 2009 . 9:56 PM
Today when I start to cook at Grandma's hse with my cousins aloneWe had no idea how to cook
But with the idea of 'agar-agar cook lor"
we eventually managed to cook out the dishes
It was my first time feeling so happy
Cos I got to cook out one delicious dish!
LOL!
I would want to learn cooking again
It's fun and enjoyable
Maybe I could learn frm Jia Zhen jie
She cooks very delicious vegetarian food!
I'll learn it frm her one day XD So together, but so broken up inside...
每一次感到很彷徨的时候，总是很希望能够有一个肩膀能让我靠着每一次感到悲伤的时候，总是很希望能有一个肩膀让我靠着哭
虽然我的人生也不算是最特别的，但是至少我还知道人生的意义是什么，到底要怎么继续地活下去。。。
就算我的人生里缺乏了“爱情”这种东西，也无所谓
不管是相信“命运”也好，“真爱”也好
我都无所谓。。。
就算等到 33 岁那一年，也慢慢地被别人称为 “老处女”
也都无所谓。。。
我不会再想要去想这一些，也不想去想这一些
很想彻底的放弃，因为已经没自信了
我会一直等待，等到“他”的到来为止
就算我人生中，不会遇到“他”，我也无所谓
人生里，不一定要有个伴，才能活下去
到最后，还是要一个人离开。。。
与其一直在寻找，不如慢慢地等待。。。 So together, but so broken up inside...
Saturday, December 26, 2009 . 2:41 PM
Had to work all my best nxt yearI'm not gonna tire myself out like this year
This year I've experienced it, and I dont wish to repeat it again next year
Had to live in harmony in class nxt year
Next year, enemies will become my friends
My friends might become my traitors
But let them be
I dont wanna be the selfish me anymore
Opening my heart out
I'm not so selfish and stingy, and I'm not going to be anymore
Let them be whatever they wanted to be
As long as I'm calm, calm enough to move forward.
Let them climb on top of me, cos there's nth gd to compete for
As long as I dont fall, and continue climbing to the top
I'll catch up with them someday :)
Let go.
Let go whatever I'm struggling for
and search for answers
Dont worry too much along the way
Cos everything will be fine, though it does not seems to be
One step at a time and I'll not collapse anymore
It's fair enough to have 365 hrs a year of spare time
I'll never be worried, even if I start to
Cos there will always be a solution to everything
"Perseverance" shall always guide me along the way... So together, but so broken up inside...
Friday, December 25, 2009 . 11:14 PM
虽然觉得有点内疚，心里也酸酸的过去所对待他的事情，我还记得很清楚
很过分，也很恨心
但是，现在看到他那一副幸福的样子，我就放心了
我不会再生他的气了，也不会后悔为什么当初我会和他做朋友
因为他人很单纯，和我一样 ^^
不爱现实的他，我能理解
算我心胸宽大，能够包容他所对不起我的事
Haha...
下次再见面的话，一定要笑着和他打招呼。。。 So together, but so broken up inside...
Thursday, December 24, 2009 . 11:30 PM
虽然有时候偶尔会在某个角落又再次看见他的脸，但是也不会去想那么多虽然我们曾有一段美好的时光，但是那也只不过是个回忆
经过好多岁月，我们也成长了许多
现在又再次看见他那熟悉的面孔，反而觉得，其实那并没什么大不了的
不会想去留恋，也不想留恋
现在我们个走各自的路，好好地过自己的生活
因为那都已经成了回忆！
不会再留连，也没什么好留恋的
最重要的是，要好好把握现在！XD So together, but so broken up inside...
Sunday, December 20, 2009 . 9:50 PM
Wowow...I'M BACK FROM TAIWAN!!
Meaningful and fun trip :D
Touched.
Just got some news that Taiwan having an earthquake today morn
I was shocked!
LOL!
I came back last night
So it's fortunate enough for me not to have to experience it
Although nver experience an earthquake before
still would like to experience it
LOL!
I was telling my fren, "Aiya! I missed it!"
since she was the one who told me there's an earthquake today morn in Taiwan
LOLS!
Yea....
Took many pictures
Awww....
I still cant bear to leave Taiwan
Still missing bout the streets, the sceneries
It's really beautiful
LOL! And it's cold out there...
Btw...
While I was browsing though a bookstore in KL airport
I saw this novel
It's interesting and I wanna buy!!!
But it's around RM32!!
Very exp T.T
It's a new novel I guess
I'll try to search for it in the library :) So together, but so broken up inside...
Friday, December 11, 2009 . 7:05 PM
TOMORROW...Flying to Taiwan.
Gonna slp soon
Cos waking later at 2.45 am
It sure is exciting
Exciting becos I cant wait to sit the plane
Haha!
It's been years ever since I get to sit on a plane again XD
Although anticipating about the moment sitting in the plane
Looking forward to see how does Kuala Lumpur airport looks like
But not really the trip
I think it would be ... boring?
the scheduled being packed till so full
How to go shopping?
Visiting sceneries and all that
Will that be nice?
Somehow, I dun felt like going to Taiwan anymore
I dun mind going
Just that the group going is really too BIG
that we need to be restricted to a certain extend
Not enough space for us to do our own activities
Would it turn out badly?
Would it turn out the way which I didnt expect it to be?
I dont know.
Hope everything turns out smoothly... )= So together, but so broken up inside...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 . 11:32 PM
Well...2 more days till I fly!
Haha...
I really wanna thank my friends
Thanks Pearlyn for lending me her camping bag
and it's branded>Haha..
Fang Tian for lending me her luggage
Felicia for lending me her winter jacket
Meilin, for her wonderful warm scarf
And I love them!
I'll try to avoid them frm being damaged!
Really owe u ppl lots!
Haha
I'll try to get special gifts for u people
Haha..
Suddenly felt I'm too lucky to have such ppl as my friends
Nxt year will be a gathering to our last year of being in the same class together
4 years passed fast
I'm gonna treasure next year to the fullest!
YOSH!~
Aja aja FIGHTING! So together, but so broken up inside...
Sunday, December 6, 2009 . 10:14 PM
TADA IMA!!!!I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!
After 3 days of religious lesson at Malaysia
I've really learned lots of things
And found out lots of answers in my life
It's REALLY enjoyable
I've got to meet new friends too!
At first I thought it would really bore me out
However, it ended FUN!
Haha
Unbelievable!
A new-comer name Eugene
A malaysian
I think he's almost popular
Everybody wanted to know bout him more
Haha...
I like his smile
It's sweet actually
Made me blushed really hard
Haha...
BUT that doesnt mean anything
It's suprising he actually knows how to speak English and Malay
But not Chinese
His chinese is not very fluent
But I really admired him
He's sincere and brave to speak up
He also have quite a sad memory in his past
Well, after heard bout his sad life
He really motivated me
Made me realised what I want in my life
Right now, I felt that my mind is on the right track
I can't forget everyone
Mei Xia jie...
Zi Chun jie...
Uncle su... he has a cute face!
Haha..
I felt warmer there
It's the first time I felt that I couldn't bear to leave that place.
First time in my life
I will NEVER forget these 3 days
Really have a very big impact on my life
Aja aja Karine!
My life begins tomorrow morning!
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!! So together, but so broken up inside...
