Wednesday, December 24, 2008 . 8:47 PM

Hey!
Today went to Suntec to celebrate Christmas.
Some sort of Church service event, u can say.
It's held at The Rock Auditorium.
Went there to watch their performances
They sang lots of songs which were very nice
Then listened to their teachings..blah...blah...
EVERYTHING is about Jesus!! =="
Everyone there were listening to the person talking on stage
While I was sitting there going to fall asleep... LOL!

There was this part which I hated the most was their worship to God.
I feel that the man on stage was like FORCING us non christian ppl to PRAY!?
I remembered he was pointing to some groups of ppl at the other side of the auditorium..
Saying " THE 2 GROUPS OVER THERE( I think they didn't pray or put their heads down or smth ?)LATER STAY BEHIND,COS I HAVE SMTH TO TALK TO U ABOUT..
And he also said "I WANT EVERYONE'S HEAD TO BE DOWN! COS IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA PRAY FOR ME, THEN I'M NOT GONNA PRAY FOR YOU!
I was thinking "HAR!?!? Why like that one? I'm not a christian, why MUST I pray?! Can i choose not to!?!?"

And during their teaching..
I think I heard him saying "religion suck"... or maybe I heard wrongly?
When I heard that
I was thinking "What the hell!?.. other religion offended u or wad? If not why u like against on other religion so much??"
And I was like sitting there so unbelievable (rolling eyes).
I was sitting there thinking "Hey! Come on la! Jesus is just the messenger of God. The "God " that u were all talking about is also the same God that I believe. It's not necessary for me to become a christian in order to go back to heaven!! ==" "

After everything was over.
I felt like attending this event was just wasting my time!
I rather stayed at hme to study than travelling so far to attend this event.
This church also gave me a very bad impression.
Which made me feel "I don't like their beliefs... I just don't like it"
It makes me feel like "its not right" that kind of thing.
Just some information that the Church name is called "Hope Church Singapore"
and I DON'T LIKE IT!
One of my christian friend all said that being in crashed by religion prob is very SAD!!
I was like "Har!? Why sad??"
And I've also heard the MC said like "its very sad to be in other religion" something like that which I get what he was trying to say,but he didn't actually said that la! =="
I don't know...but I just felt that the christians feel that we ppl from other religion is like very PATHETIC!
I don't like this feeling :(

Well..
Non christian went to Church always happen ONE SAME THING..
Which is the ppl there will ask u "so u want to become a christian??" or something else
I was like " Oh pls la! I've said don't want a lot of times...and have also rejected u a lot of times.Can u stop asking me to become one??"

Ok. Fast forward and I reached home.
Mum just brought hame marcaroni and fried rice together with the mushroom soup!
The mushroom soup was sooo NICE! OMG!
Like the pizza hut's chicken soup!
Well..
Actually I'm not supposed to eat meat anymore
Since I'm trying to become a vegetarian.
But when that day I went into Malaysia.
My Grandpa and my uncles and aunts all eat meat.
I had no choice but break the rules! Haiz..
But I only eat the vege with garlics
Not the MEAT!
And drank chicken or fish soup. :X

OKOK! I'll end here then :)

So together, but so broken up inside...