Friday, January 16, 2009 . 10:50 PM
Today had damn lots of homework to do!!I haven't even get to touch my assessment books!!
Worse, Art homework
which I hate the most
Research and all that
Then must draw and colour or edit..
CRY T_T
How long can i get to touch my assessment books?!?!
I think I'll made this post short,cos it's gettin late now
Nid to slp soon -_- zZzzzZZZz
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15 January 2009, Thursday 10:00PM
Had a bad day today
I got lost during Chinese lesson
becos of Mrs Poh's conversation
that made me feel so lost during chinese lesson
cos of last minute change of classroom venue
and my friend Yu Feng, didn't wait for me
and she just left with the others
while I was talking to Mrs Poh
When I found out evryone was gone
I don't where to go...
I dont know where to head to
I searched all floors of the classroom...alone
Still no sign of my friends' familiar faces
The feeling was like "I'm being abandoned"
She didn't came back to look for me
Until 10-15 mins later, she found me
I was damn angry and sad...
Tears starts to form in my eyes rapidly
But I controlled my tears
I know it wasn't anything big though
Nothing to scared of, nth to be angry of, nth to cry of
I can still can find the classroom on my own
But that time, I dont know why I panicked
and I just felt like crying when she found me
I was mad at her, but in the end
I was back to normal and I forgave her
Just wish not to experience this kind of feeling again anymore!
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14 January 2009, Wednesday 9:00PM
Today's day was fine to me
I just realised I'm so hyper during English Lessons
Probably becos I like English and also my English teacher too!
Recently, I've realised my temper was getting worse
Just a litle bit of things and I get frustrated easily
What made me realised was that when I as teaching Marcus a maths question during Emaths lesson
I would get agitated easily and raise my voice loud bcos he didn't quite understand what I was trying to explain to him
When I saw his blur look
I was feeling like "I think I'm being too fierce to him. I shouldn't be like that!"
I felt like apologising to him, but I don't think I have the courage to say a "sorry" to him ><
When he finally understands what i was explaining, I still feel kinda guilty
I'm sorry! Gomen ne! So together, but so broken up inside...
