Sunday, March 8, 2009 . 10:08 AM

Yea..
This is what I've drawn last week
Cos Mr Lim tell us to do sketches
of pictures that we felt it's interesting

So, saw this picture in National Geographic magazine
Then thought that it was interesting
So I drew out :)



It's still ok ba?



If u can't really see what it is
It's actually the legs of a group of woman, wearing high-heels
walking along the street :)

Recently, trying to change myself
I never stick to sheryl anymore
Like kinda avoiding her
Cos her attitude really made me feel irritated
or rather sad...

Recently watched a Korean Drama "Delightful girl Choon Hyang"
It was really very funny



I like the male lead..
Especially his acting skills
Really good :D



Jae Hee! That's him :)



Him wearing specs :D



His shows that I've watched is "Delightful girl Choon Hyang" and "Witch Yoo Hee"
Both dramas are nice and funny :)
Highly recommended for all to watch :)
Haha..

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Wednesday, 25 February 2009, 9:58PM

Today was really really really really really very tired!
I've been yawning for the whole day
Just got back my POA resluts
Can't believe I could pass!
信じられない!
Although jus got a passing mark
I wasnt happy either
I feel that there is smth wrong with me
I shouldnt get such mark, I should get even better than this
Anyway...

Today's Art lesson, felt like sleeping
Few hours sitting there listening to teacher talking
Like attending some kind of lecture class
Teacher also made us realise how to makeour idea conceptual :D
I like Jun Tao's painting the most, although I dont even know him
But I like it a lot, cos got the "feel" inside...
LOL!



This is the orignal colour of the painting :D
Very nice :)



Got another shot, using another mode
Then the colour turns
LOL!
Like got the "ang moh" painting style 的 feeling

It's really good!
While going home, saw a BIG rainbow



Nice?? :D



A bit feeling sad
cos cant get to take the whole full picture of the rainbow :(



Not jus one, but 2!
If u look at it more closely
the second one on the top looks more faint

Actually is it 3. There are 3 rainbows altogether
one more is being overlapped by the rainbow in the pic :)
It's cool to see 3 rainbows at a time!
LOL!
I reached home, rainbow is still there
So quickly ran home and grabbed my camera to take photos of it :D
Not only I notice the rainbow
On my way home, I saw many ppl taking out their handphone cameras to shoot the rainbow

Is today a special day?
Or why is it that a rainbow appears once in a blue moon in the sky?
Maybe some miracles just happened?
It's rare to see a big rainbow in the sky :D

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Tuesday, 24 February 2009, 8:49PM

Although she is no longer the Silk Hua that I've met
But I still have to accept who she really is now

After she's gone, felt like someone from my side have just disappeared silently
Feeling a bit lonely
Can't get used to be independent again
Cos previously always stick to Sheryl
I'm being too dependent on her
She made me realise many things
However, recently, I dont think I can be dependent on her anymore
And I must be independent again
I dont think I can play around anymore
Gotta get serious in school
I nid to catch up with what teacher is teaching!

虽然现在已经开始觉得疲倦, 但是, 我只是在这路上的开始。
我必须要撑到毕业那天为止!

私のもくひょう:

我想笑着离开这间学校, 我一定要笑着离开这间学校

[我不能再停下来了, 因为我应经很慢了。那一幕在哭泣的我, 和我越来越近, 好像就快要成真了!]

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Monday,23 February 2009, 4:18PM

Just had my POA test paper today
Felt like passing up blank paper again
I don't understand what the questions are saying
I know I'm gonna fail for this test!
English test just got back, still the same results

Although is feeling disappointed, but at least I can know where to improve on :)
Decided to learn Emaths on my own
Cos teacher's pace is too slow
Dunno how long will it take for her to teach finish
I must be independent, on my own

After I had my POA test, feeling worse
I felt lke crying, but I hold my tears
Trying to think postitively, trying hard to convince yself
But I cant
I really felt like crying for help
Trying to call someone to teach me the chapter
Which I dont get it
But too bad, my sis didnt take POA before

Recently, felt that my very close friend in school, Sheryl
I feel she have changed
Maybe I'm too sensitive or maybe I'm too negative
Or maybe, I'm the one that has changed
I feel so negative when I'm with her
Maybe I should just stick with the others

I can feel myself struggling
Struggling for many things
Maybe my pace is too fast
That I have to slow down things abit

So together, but so broken up inside...