Tuesday, April 21, 2009 . 10:07 PM

Hurray!
I've always been waiting patiently for that day to pass
CO SYF Competition
Finally over
I can have more time le!
Skip CCAs le
DUN CARE!
LOL

Recently very mad bout myself
I dont feel like studying
Dunno why
No mood to study.
I have to control my emotions
control...control!!
Exams coming le
So distracted
Anyway, SYF we got a silver award is alrdy MIRACLE le!
LOL
I tot we would have gotten a bronze cos of the embarassing mistakes that happen during play

Nvm...
I dun care much bout CO anyway
I feel so wierd being wif my CO members
This coming thurs having our section lunch together after sch
I'm not so familiar wif them
And I hate bondings
I just dun get it why must i have the need to bond wif them
Yea. I'm anti-social
So what?
I dun like to get familiar wif them
Cos it ends up with no gd endings
Either they are bored with me
Or I'm bored wif them
I dont feel as part of their grp
So why shld i even attend the lunch gathering?
Asking me to think of topics to chat wif them
I cant think of any, I dont find common interest between myself and them
I make friends through a third party whom I'm very familiar wif
I dont just make friends on my own

Wierd person I am, rite??
That's wad my sis says bout me
I would make one friend, my own
If I'm very interested in that person
I dont go round and just make any friends that I considered as my "friends"
Telling me to bond with someone which I'm not very familiar wif
I really hate that kind of feeling
And u have to always think how the person is feeling and what is he/she thinking

Or maybe, u can say I'm not good at this kind of thing
I'm not good at socialising
I really dun like to do this kind thing
It's so tiring.

So together, but so broken up inside...