Monday, July 13, 2009 . 6:44 PM
今天早上，不知怎么一回事。知道爸爸想驾车在我去上学。
心里非常开心。
在车上，突然体会到爸爸工作一直都很辛苦
却什么都不管
自己又不好好念书，好好珍惜这个机会
爸爸为了我们，付出了这么多
我却空着手，什么也没给他
下了车到学校之后，突然间好像哭出来
但是还是一口气，忍住了。
At home, my old classmate called me again.
Stress and scared, the feeling came again
I dont know wad I was afraid of
I tried to end her call again
And went for tuition.
On the way to tuition.
I struggled.
felt like crying, but i held on
reflecting and persuading myself
I finally realised the answer that I'm been looking for
I was actually afraid of losing the things that I have been holding onto
I was actually afraid that she might steal away the things that I cherish
That's why previous, I wouldnt want her to join in the religious class
现在全都想通。
我把手上的东西都放开了
什么也不害怕
因为是属于我的东西，不管怎样都会回到我身边的
心乐的一块石头，总算落了地 :D
感觉好舒服喔！:)
今天也发现到
原来在学业上，原来我不是一直输给了我最讨厌的那个敌人
而是输个了自己
是我自己打败了自己
所以，我现在要自己爬起来。
现在，什么都不怕了。
Life is just so MAGICAL
So together, but so broken up inside...
