Sunday, July 12, 2009 . 4:05 PM
Not wanting people whom I dont like to join into my religious class...Am I very selfish??
Sis said to bring that old classmate of mine into fotang
Honestly, I dont like it
maybe it's I who dont like her
but in order to save one person
I had to control my mind
I had to think of her, think of helping her
saving her...
But I just dont like the feeling
I really cannot imagine that once she join us
she'll become my friend again
and a friend whom she'll contact me for life
and I dont wanna know anything bout her
I dont want to be related to her
I just dont wanna be friends with her again.
cos of the bad impression that she gave me when we both ended our friendship
It's so hard to forgive.
Am I just too selfish?? So together, but so broken up inside...

