Sunday, August 9, 2009 . 6:34 PM
Online, online, onlineHAVE SOME SELF-CONTROL PLEASE!
Sick of myself keep procrastinating!
Self-discipline not strong enough
Time is running out soon
Now English O levels coming
Have to keep on mastering English slowly
These few days
Been thinking lots of things
"Should I drop POA?
Why am I so sleepy in class everyday?
Sh!t! No time to handle Art homework...
Blah Blah... "
Normal life though
But it seems that my sis was right
She told me that I'm addicted to looking at new fashion and trends
I dont really believe at first
But it seemed that it was really that way
Right now, at least under my control :D
Another thing is
Since when did I start to become a GOSSIPER?!
I hate myself when it comes to gossiping
My body will naturally start to do that
Many things seemed to be all out of control
My own schedule is also not up-to-date
Not planning ahead enough
Gossiping too much
Getting angry easily recently
What happened to me actually?
I dont know
I need to have SELF-CONTROL!
SELF-CONTROL!!!
Monday, 3 Aug 2009, 10:09pm
当你被人家误解或伤害的时候，心情一定会很生气吧？
但我们能去学习包容他人。
“包容”两个字，看起来很简单
容易念，但是很难做。
叫我原谅她？我真的无法原谅
原谅一个人，真的有那么困难吗？
Although thinking of her situation, standing in her shoes, it's not difficult to do that
But I just don't want to have anything to do with her anymore
Kowing that she's in this plight right now
I feel like helping her, I know I couldn't just leave her like that
But it seems that the past keep on making me reject her
Feeling frustrated and messy now
What I want is to help her, and also at the same time, having nothing to do with her
你叫我去包容她，我真的办不到
因为我真的不想再和他有任何关系
不是因为面子，她有病或见死不救
而是不想再和她有任何的关系
我忘记了我们之间以前发生了什么争执
但是，留下来的印象，是悲伤的
到现在一想起，还会不知不觉地感到心酸，在比下去就真的很想哭，因为很委屈！
要她变成我人生里的一分子，我真的做不到！
Monday, 20/7/2009, 7:06pm
Haiz, 今天还是败给了病魔。
Having fever today
Now fever has subsided
Still at 37.6 degrees
Kept on measuring my temp. for many times
Still 37.6 degrees!
I was doubting if my thermometer was working well...
Getting sick is the most waste of time thing!
Kept on sleeping and resting, but the fever still wouldnt go
Don't care anymore!
I'll just study abit and rest a bit there
Hope tmr I'll get well and be normal again!
Then my effort of getting one more day of mc won't be wasted!
Sunday, 19/7/2009, 7:23pm
*Hoof*
生病的感觉好辛苦喔！
Having cough now
How I hate cough
and it's been so long since I had cough again!
haha!
I can't fall now!
I can't fall tmr too!
I'm having tuition tmr aftrnn!
No way I'm falling down to bed!
I'll stand on with all my might!
撑住吧！卓云霜！
What kind of person am I?
I would like to know
A girl having combined characteristics extracted frm her frens, dramas and her admirers
Pathetic isn't it?
You ask me about my own personality?
Even I myself don't even know
I act the way that my admirers do everyday
Sometimes I act the way like my friends do
It seems that I've lost my own way of living
Being easily influenced by the ppl around me
That's who I am
Cos I'm too adaptable
But at least I'm still not the worst in the world So together, but so broken up inside...
