Friday, September 4, 2009 . 3:39 PM
After todayI wont online for 1 or 2 months
Need to do some intensive study
Especially English and Chinese
Most crucial subjects this year!
So sad
Just got back my report card
Almost flunk 2 subjects
Maths just passed
But flunk POA
HELP!
Who can I find help??
My sis dont even know how
My teacher dont even bother, and I dun dare to ask her
Cos always act like a bo chap student during her lessons
Somehow in between formed this fear
Fear of asking her
Never mind
I'm not going to bother much bout this
I know I'll get to solve this somehow...
Let me clear English and Chinese first
Even though I envied Aaron
Envied him for achieving my target goals for my subjects
But "与其临渊羡鱼，不如退而结网"
Although I knew I couldnt do well immediately
but I will slowly catch up
Time management is getting much easier for me to handle
Though I will still struggle many times
But I'll always calm myself and never surrender
I know I can do it eventually
if I did it step by step
Felt very tired recently
Maybe I could even do better if I have the energy to strive hard
So together, but so broken up inside...
