Friday, November 13, 2009 . 10:49 PM
STRESS ARH!!
Dunno why I'm so stressed up
Cos of too much homework??
Haiz...
14 sets of Emaths worksheets
10 sets of POA worksheets
10 EWs to do...
Total 34 homework!!!
Crazy??
I think so too
I owe teacher too much homework le!!
Just now went to view Aaron's blog
The high and mighty he
Looking at who he is now
feeling so satisfied with himself
Envious...
That's what I'm feeling
I don't know recently why I felt my life is so sad
Sad + Pathetic
Is it so hard accomplish things in life?
Yea.
The will to move forward and nver give up half-way
that's what I'm lacking of
And I hate myself for procrastinating
Unable to finish important tasks
And then always ended up blaming myself
causing me to have my weird temper again
Haiz... headache >.<I went to see Abel's blog too
LOL!
I realize there's a BIG difference
Abel's Eng was way too much better than Aaron's!
Although I envy Aaron
But I hate to lose to him
Maybe I used to project Aaron as the Bad Guy
that even now, I don't wanna seek any help from him
I always think that once I sought help from him
Means I'm surrendering myself to him
I don't wanna be a weakling
And I HATE it!
SLAP SLAP SLAP!!! WAKE UP!
I have to think positively
I'm sure I'm able to complete all my homework and my other assignments
IF I didnt touch the computer at all
Not even a minute!
Yea.
That's right
Instead of envy, why not do it myself?
SELF-DISCIPLINE, CONSISTENCY, ANTI-PROCASTINATOR
That's what I need!!
Not planning to online anymore
Have to really focus on studies
I knew most of the people are planning to take this opportunity to study during the holidays in order to prepare for next year, including me
That's why I have to work even harder!
STUDY SMARTER!
Jia You!
아자 아자 화이팅! So together, but so broken up inside...
